***i think we had a thread like this before...but its probably buried on another page

Right now I'm listening to Liberation (Outkast, Goodie Mob, Badu, and Big Rube). I keep rewinding it. Right now it fits my mood. (bout the 7th listening)

Right now there are about 2 people at work (on my unit - out of 11)...I should have stayed home too and did my taxes, paid my internet bill and finished up some articles. But instead I'm here...trying to play while the cats away

Right now, I'm about to call this guy back to explain why his application was not approved. (Right now?)

Right now I want to be all up in some music...creating it, listening to some old stuff. Right now, I'm appreciating support systems for creative projects.

Right now, I'm tasting the aftertaste of this soup I had for lunch (salmon clam chowder - from Whole Foods - excellent)

Right now, I'm feeling lighter (combination of yesterday's sermon and just telling myself the truth about myself, my choices, my life, my fears, doubts, intentions, karma, consequences... Right now, feels like I just shed some dead weight - mentally. "Shake that load off" - Liberation, Outkast

Right now, I'm looking forward to taking this attitude of confronting myself and living more truthfully --taking this attitude home...and seeing the positive affect on my work, creativity, and interpersonal relations

Right now, I'm noticing a direct connection with my relationships and my work productivity. **if something ain't right, it makes my work and goals sag.

Right now, I'm feelign like I'm repeating some lessons from waaay back. Guess its a test to see what have I REALLY learned all this time. Am I just talking or Am I applying?

Right now, I'm feeling like a student of my own work . "Gotchoo, gotchoo...they gotchoo" (song from cd)...Shit, I think I was one that got "got". then there is "Bloody Waters"...feeling the flipside of this...Its "got me" looking at life in a new way...from a wider range of angles now.

Right now - this is a humbling moment.

Right now, I want to go home (and probably will leave early...looking forward!)

right now i'm assesing necessary changes and trying to gather the strength to make them...

right now i'm wishing the media would shut up about chris brown & rhianna...

right now i wish i made my living room more comfortable so i could enjoy my fireplace, but that's what i get for having the internet, big tv, and dvd player in my bedroom...

Right now - I am SOO hype.

right now...I just got a confirmation from Atlantic Records and my cover story interview is confirmed.

Right now I can't say who it is (although I did call and scream in Vision's ear with the news - who was at the Sixers game but politely listened, lol) but after its done, I'll tell ya'll

right now Im remembering that I need to file my income taxes, and pay my internet bill (by phone)

Right now, I am so thankful at how God answers prayers.

Right now I'm realizing how ever changing the relationship between man and wife is.
Right now be willing to grow or else.
Right now I have cabin fever.
Right now I'm wondering how can just sleep without a care in the world.
Right now I'm realizing how deep my is and how deep our love is for each other
Right now I couldn't see trudging through the bs with anyone else

right now i'm hongry but too busy to go get something to eat
right now i know i better do it soon or i got to hear it from
right now i'm looking for a gig
right now i'm glad i don't have to drive nowhere
right now my cousin just sent me a text
right now i'm procrastinating on getting my home straight
right now i'm trying to smell the roses
right now i'm blessed to be alive

Right now I am so thankful about God's mercy and love. Here's what I wrote in my journal 5 minutes ago:


I love how God is dealing with me right now. Showing me myself. Filling me with more compassion and less judgement.

I feel like I'm looking through the lens of a humbled servant.

I no longer hold a grudge because I see my role, my imperfections - can't judge (no more).

I pray that these lessons stay with me and fertilize my foundation....amazing how God can take pain and make you shine.
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*can learn a lot from nature (diamonds).

Right now my lesson is that we can hide from people but we can't hide from God. No matter how I engage in this world, God will always know my heart, my truth. Right now, I'm paying attention to my intentions because I realize that in the heart is the intention behind every action, and every thought.

Confessing and confronting my intentions have never been more liberating.

Right now I'm feeling this quote that one of brother's sent me:

"Talent is God given. Be humble. Fame is man-given. Be grateful. Conceit is self-given. Be careful" John Wooden

This is probably my favorite quote right now.

Right now I'm trying to be more efficient at work.

Right now I'm trying to eat a bit more healthy - drink more water, eat more vegetables, take my vitamins more than twice a month. I'm already prepping for my summer veggy/herb garden, so hopefully that will lead to a healthier diet.

Right now, I'm listening to my music on shuffle. i don't listen to whole albums very often, I'm all about shuffle. I have no clue what artist or genre will pop up next.

Right now I'm feeling good about my music. Putting songs online when I make them means I only have to think about one song at a time. That's really helping my focus. The other day, I got to a point where I wasn't sure what to do next on the track I was working on. Before, i would have shelved it and moved on to something else, but instead, I perservered and kept trying different things. Eventually i found a direction I really liked.

Right now I'm feeling fresh and energetic - that's probably cuz I went to bed at a decent time last night

Right now I'm motivated
Right now I'm inspired.
Right now I'm glowing.
Right now I'm at work and my boss is looking at me knowing she better not give me shit to do today. She just knows.
Right now I'm chasing the dragon and looking forward to April 1st.
Right now I'm high.
Right now I'm feeling loved.
Right now this is me

Right now I'm thinking how can i get the job done if we are always in meetings about how to get the job done?

Right now i feel good, feel silly

Right now i cannot believe that I am wearing size 11/12 jeans (consumer psychology is a mofo)...they fit like 7s (but i'd like to believe i gained weight in the right places, lol)

right now i am looking SO forward to the weekend, the weather, and making lots of progress.

right now i'm thinking of a masterplan.

right now i'm wondering how i can make my story better so it will get published.

right now i'm happy with my house, but not so happy with the south.

right now i'm planning a trip to spain and portugal.

right now i see where i'll finally be able to afford another trip.

right now i'm sad that our initial disney plans fell through...
right now i'm glad that the girls aren't devastated...
right now i'm trying to decide if god is tryna tell me to save my money or if i should just go with plan b and take the girls to disney anyway w/o the rest of the fam...
right now i'm excited about writing again...
right now i'm sitting on the floor eating ice cream in my bedroom because the girls are sleeping in my bed...
right now i'm wishing they were younger cuz they sure are too big to carry now...
right now i'm dreading sleeping at the foot of my own bed...
right now i'm blessed that i didn't get laid off and thankful i was able to go on vaca to restore my being...

Right now I'm wondering why April doesn't self publish a travel novel or book of short stories about her travels
Right now I'm pissed the damn prescription company.
Right now I'm becoming interested in starting up a venue for under 21 poets only. Really wanna do that in Chester but I have to come up with a plan, find the time to follow through, then work my connections.
Right now I feel blessed. I have a beautiful family. During the whole recession I never once feared for my job. As a matter fact, I got two raises, a great review, moved to the team I wanted, and am now being 'encouraged' to go for a promotion whether I want it or not. Imma hafta pray on that one. I'm glad about the financial relief though. It allows me more time to spend with my family.