Hello,

You continuously come out and do nothing more than attempt to discourage me. All last year you wanted nothing more than to see me fail, and on more than one occasion you got your wish. Even against my best efforts, you continued to watch my trials and tribs stack up.
Did it make you smile? The doubt I felt from your presence held no weight against the true doubt I wrestled with in my own mind. The Gemini in me tried to kill its twin, which ultimately would have meant the death of us all. Too deep for you? Of course it is, you only know surface feelings of worthlessness. There can be nothing beyond what today holds because for you tomorrow should be just as painful. This letter will be brief, for I've spent enough time with you. Held in your tight Death Grip of loneliness. You inoculated me with stagnation and kissed me with poison to fill me with hate towards myself, my situation and my future. How foolish of me to sit and take it, but I live, I grow and I learn. I just wanted to tell you that life is so much better with you not around. You come and go as you please, but I don't listen. There's no reason to entertain you anymore. I just want you to look in my eyes and see. I'm not the man you know or remember. Who am I? You know me. I'm the Phoenix rising from a shell of ash and infancy. Born again as the man I know I am destined to be. You will knock at my door, but there will be no one to answer. For I have moved on Despair. And you'll never live with me again.