.:who - what - when:.

kriticool · Number of posts: 123 Registration date: 2007-03-04

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picture perfect
with progress purring
me watching; it nearly killed me

then again;
the way it thrilled me...it was
all that

it was all that awe & that jealousy
no complacency
just the dawning of this
non-recoverable
secrecy

your heads-quartered
your very own private closet...2 close
me wanting to close it; only to open it..

I could only guess
the wonderment of who else really knows it

my desire
and
wanting to expose it...how it was

the filling up of you and her
and

her...and
who?

and how it was that you two
so secretly
you both so discreetly
in the placement of your feelings

having in them no fear of exposure
exposing your
alternative life style; your
favorite wifey style

two lovers with
true-false tempered tongues
the wheeling & dealings
convinced
knowing I wouldn't understand

no not me; I’m justa man

at a loss to my own
my too often rigid wrangling
or was it her...superb in angling
stealing
taking you
from
me

or me
destined to be...no

already that was me

that

solitary person
of "no" interest

one who can't cum to
grips with this

::straight

knocked out
the box.

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